I need a break man, seriously. Luckily "today" which is friday is the last day before my two weeks holiday. I need to apologize that i didnt update for so many days alright. Im excused! I updated on mon. Tue and thurs got UT, so wed need to study. All days were occupied. Tue, Shan Loy wasn't here, a faci came to relieve her class. She's not suitable to be a faci lor. She always can't catch our class attention because she's a soft speaking lady. And she looked pretty young. She gave me a C for my culture again. Sigh. I've tried my best. Laoda didnt come on wed, because he went to earn $$. Is so sian without him okay(same grp nah). He power one lor. Laoda+Xun+Rachel= Super POWER. He din come when we need him. Freaking whatever siew ling, ask our grp so many question. At first say our slides, then after that saying that she couldn't understand, she said that we dun have resources as "evidence" to backup our slides. We did try to explain to let them understand okay! But is like abit too much lor. Jasline said that she was trying to drag the time because on that day itself there was only 3 grps. After that Im really very frustating and I just showed my unhappiness on my face. Because im alr very pek chek on that day then she still want to ask so many questions. She walked to our team and said :"Team 1, pls don't get offended!" and she was trying to explain herself, and she's toking abt our conclusion this time round. Is our ppt that bad? Or she is contradicting? Thurs, Laoda brought his trekking bag to sch. lol. is like so cool lor. Thurs we also went for the IG meeting, going to attend hair styling class when sch reopen. Although is quite tiring because i remember we will have ALC before the hair styling class. Walked to inter with my darlings! with ame, bell and rachel. It was raining cats and dogs. Ame and me ended up so wet because we ran. Bell and rachel walked very slowly with umbrella. Went home alone. yupp. And now Fri, went to sch with Laoda, Laoda's fren and Jas. Laoda was trying to spoil other ppl's psp lor. Not gentle at all. okay. i know he will be gentle to his strawberry ONLY. haha. Ate yong tau foo for lunch again and it was super nice. Bloody sc. It was so profound that I was given the job to don the observation of the wave application. Others we leave to Amin and Vita. It was a relief after presenting. MSN-ing. But kena said by the faci. She said: " Is there a UT going on? If no, why i see ppl busy typing. Others pls listen." lol. speechless. finish hw before going home. Walked to inter with Rachel, Jian hao, Darrick, Amin, Dee and Angel(dee's fren). We met Laoda at the cross junction. He joined us. Yupp. Then JH took train with Dee and Angel. Amin 969. Rachel 161. Laoda, Darrick and me 168. We slept. ya. Is too tiring. Took 19 with Darrick and left before Laoda. He's going overseas trekking tmr morning. Back on sunday. Although is jus a mini trip for trekking, but rachel and me keep telling him to be careful and must ping an come back. And now holidays! hope to see my dear W46L soon, since most of us going to organise somethingy during the holidays. Holidays will be busy man. Plans: out with Anna dar, Out with jas,ame,bell,chel for GSS, etc.

This is Laoda's trekking bag that i mentioned. Haha. Is cool huh.

This morning when i woke up, it's raining. Then i decided to wear a long sleeve tee but when i reached the library stop was like the floor were not even wet. I kena cheated!!! We missed one bus because of the Laoda. Cus he overslept, no wonder no one picked up the phone when i called him. Luckily we didnt waited for him. We met Aiping at the inter, she looked so weak, she's sick! Please take care of urself my dear. Cutie JH wanted to have mac as breakfast. So we walked to mac to buy for him although we didn't brought anything for ourselves because we are alr sick and tired of having mac for our breakfast. Then we walked to school. Put down our things and went to canteen to buy our breakfast. JH wore specs to school today. He looks so cute with his specs. He claimed that he's a good BOY. Haha. During the lesson, don't know what Xun do, the eyes of Dee's CJ7 came out. I so FRIEND lor. Went to buy CJ7 with him. Then we met Darrick at outside 7-11. I pulled him to come along with us. So he came along with us. Lucky today computing, we were late for the 2nd meeting lor. lol. We actually wanted to watch "FATED TO LOVE YOU" but the idoit youtube couldn't load. We changed to ASOS's DA XIAO AI CHI. So funny. I went home with rachel cuz aiping's guy was there for her. And one day just ended like that.. Oh ya.. UT tmr. have to study!! : P

Ytd I went out with Peiyun and Elaine. Is a last min decision. We dunno what bus to take to bugis then we took 67 to sim lim and walk to bugis. By the time we reach there was already 8.30pm lor.. We went for our dinner and finish at around 9.30pm. Because I dun wan come back so late, i decide to come back first and asked them to carry on shopping.. But they refused to let me come back myself. So we went back together. We took 293 and we laughed for the whole journey bcuz they kena influenced by me. Fine! I dunno why i cant stop laughing.. That's my style okay! Haha. We reached our stop at 10.15pm i think. Then they decided to come to my hse to slack. I keep asking peiyun to call her mama to tell her she's at my hse. Don't let mamas worry ma.. Hahas. We used my laptop and i asked Peiyun to play CS. Haha.. She claimed that is not fun and not her type of game(too violent).. haha..They watched tv and I started to take photos. Elaine is a camera shy girl! haha..

We cant stop! We take these photos with my fone!! My phone is back!!! : P

Now thinking to go over peiyun hse to slack. : D

Having expericence on kena backstab by people around me when im at a tender age. Sometimes im really don't know if i should trust the people around me. They seems so right and so close to me sometimes but i can't stop myself from thinking their intentions towards me.

When I first entered primary one, i was with my sister as both of us were attending the same primary school. I was always with my sister's friends. All of them treated me nice as i was like a younger sister to them. I can still remember when i have any problems, my sis's fren called Dor will help me out. Depending on them, i actually didnt learn to be independent during my childhood. When my classmates backstabbed me, i didnt know what to do and she's the one there for me. She bring me along with her and went to talk to my classmates.

As time passes, i can still roughly remember what exactly happen to me in the past. Sometimes, there will be a wall btw me and the other people. There will be contradictions. Whenever, i want to know more friends, something is pulling me back.

The thing that i can do now is to remind myself:
" Time will heal and fade my wounds."