Sunday, May 31, 2009, 11:23 PM
Shit him. It's totally a night mare, yes indeed. I even dreamt last night. How scary can this be. I don't care what's happening in future in class. I'm so gonna avoid and avoid and avoid. In future will have to stay far away from him. And totally gonna stay with my LVMJC. Clear him out of my head using the two weeks time like what Mel said. As if i didn't know such people in my life.
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I have to say. I didn't know the impact of this matter could be so big. I think too highly of myself. I'm indeed a girl still. Not any strong one and cheerful one like normal. But a ordinary girl. A as-usual/expected reaction for a girl when such thing happens. All i think i need is time.
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Pek gong bless me. Bless me to have no one else like that in my life. No such things happening in my life anymore. Bless me......
Saturday, May 30, 2009, 12:56 PM
Friday marks the start of my 2 week break. Thanks for coming at this very moment and i need it alot. No matter it's for myself, my friends or who-so-ever. Happened too much on this particular day. i even thought that the day would be a nice and peaceful one but it turned out to be like that.
This really ruined my good mood during the morning. I felt my hard work doesn't prove me with my grade that day. However, after reading the comment from the facilitator, it seriously drove me mad. I'm wondering who was the freako who did that to me. It doesn't bother me about that grade being given because i can understand that, provided the facilitator tells me why. However, i guess i'm just given that grade not only because of my inability of understanding and explaining on that day, but the peer evaluation causes it too. This totally made me boiling mad, i went out of the class, i swallowed my tears. And guess who i see, it's Leeyee and Vivien coming out of the class (: How sweet that is. I told them, i'm not mad about the grade but the comment, and there it is, Cheryl coming into the toliet to see if i'm okay. Mel was out of the class too. See how L , V, M and C concern this J over here. Thanks LVMC. LVMJC :D
People always say life is always unfair, but at the same time not that unfair too. In the noon when grade were out for the other module, it totally made my day. All thanks to the grade that made me feel alot better. Freeloaders turn out to be the one who didn't benefited EVERYTHING.
In the night, someone just totally kind of ruined my friday night. This was totally not expected. The words and tone just totally made me feels so uncomfortable. I'm surprised indeed, stunned/shocked too. I turned to my friend, she's really a smart ass. Thanks to her. And Jared Dear, every single thing that made him feel so disgusted about this matter after he knew that. But all thanks to him for calming me down. If not i guess, i won't be able to sleep last night. Lie and Sam too. They are totally my b-f(s) that make me feels alot better. Wanting me to stay wary and stuffs. And they are certainly not guys who talked to me with all those freaking sick things running in their head. Thanks alot. Loves ya too. =)
Added: Mel, thanks too. For your listening ear. & also LVC too. thanks.. loves =) Added: Thanks Bitch. (if not you complain again) lol. loves...
Pek Gong bless me. I pray hard. (:
Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 10:45 PM
I like that, i like my life, i like people around me, so let me continue to like it.
I realise.
Current class and the classes i had in the past is slightly different.
But i think that become one of our entertainments.
Nice chats, nice topics, and nice r/s.
LVMJC~ continue to rock my life yo. :D
Cya! (imitate YY)
=) (imitate Mel)
Friday, May 22, 2009, 2:01 PM
, 9:01 AM
i'm going for a short vaction!!!!
vacation vacation vacation!
i'm glad it came at the right time!
de-stress me (:
will be back for overdue photos in my phone.
:D
Saturday, May 9, 2009, 8:36 PM
Finally after 3 weeks, W65J started with this. =D
School is tiring. Dragging myself to school every single day.
Every day what my brain can contain is programming, data comm, database, IT security.
Until the day ends, my energy level = 0%
Then i dragged myself home again.
School is all about lessons, CE, PP, UTs now.
All the best to me. See how hard i'm trying.
Pek Gong bless me.
Strive hard and keep on going! (:
Wednesday, May 6, 2009, 11:17 PM
WHY I DON'T HAVE??!!!
LOL.
I need time to recover back to the normal me again.
Feels so empty recently.
Like again.
It always happens after a period of time.
How sad.
Is it because i'm in my new class?
Or is it those people around me make me feel this way?
Perhaps, maybe?
Back to No one.
I remembered this was the first english song that i listened to so much.
I listened in class with my friends in the past.
I played it when I'm freakingly thinking about my rj.
I plugged my earphone in with this song when i'm lying on my bed to sleep.
Hold back my urge, swallow my sadness with teary eyes.
Sunday, May 3, 2009, 12:10 AM
Early in the morning 11 plus am, my cellphone rang.
From Wilson(w65J), asking if i want to go pool-ing.
Since nothing much so far, i meet Wilson and Melanie at tampines mrt.
Bus-ed over.
They played, i looked.
Cause i'm like freakingly lousy at it.
They are like damn pro can. People playing there too.
I left first after that.
Anyway, Wilson, don't feel guilty or paiseh okay!
I'm very very very okay. So don't worry.
Appreciated ya. More outings in future too! :D
JENG JENG JENG. ONE AND ONLY! It's was a sudden shot. Because this Jared dear needed to leave earlier again. LIKE ALWAYS! even Cheryl also knows that. Actually there's another one. But too candid. I was laughing away with food in my mouth. HAHAHA. Long time no gather. How shiok! i LIKE it! but then bitch gave sch a miss on thurs when this gathering was initiated by her. See la. Hou sai lie right? tsk tsk tsk... (:
(: ohya. lunched with clique on thurs. DA-DAH. (:
