Having expericence on kena backstab by people around me when im at a tender age. Sometimes im really don't know if i should trust the people around me. They seems so right and so close to me sometimes but i can't stop myself from thinking their intentions towards me.

When I first entered primary one, i was with my sister as both of us were attending the same primary school. I was always with my sister's friends. All of them treated me nice as i was like a younger sister to them. I can still remember when i have any problems, my sis's fren called Dor will help me out. Depending on them, i actually didnt learn to be independent during my childhood. When my classmates backstabbed me, i didnt know what to do and she's the one there for me. She bring me along with her and went to talk to my classmates.

As time passes, i can still roughly remember what exactly happen to me in the past. Sometimes, there will be a wall btw me and the other people. There will be contradictions. Whenever, i want to know more friends, something is pulling me back.

The thing that i can do now is to remind myself:
" Time will heal and fade my wounds."