I'm suffering.
No one understands.
No one knows.
I can only keep it to myself.
My fault, yes my fault again.
My fault for forgetting.
My fault for watching television.
My fault for wanting to help later and not the moment you asked me.
My fault for everything.
Push the blame on me.
I can take it because it doesn't make any big difference.
Perhaps what have been on my mind shows everything.
A big thank you for everything.
But i think it's time.
