Shit him. It's totally a night mare, yes indeed. I even dreamt last night. How scary can this be. I don't care what's happening in future in class. I'm so gonna avoid and avoid and avoid. In future will have to stay far away from him. And totally gonna stay with my LVMJC. Clear him out of my head using the two weeks time like what Mel said. As if i didn't know such people in my life.

I have to say. I didn't know the impact of this matter could be so big. I think too highly of myself. I'm indeed a girl still. Not any strong one and cheerful one like normal. But a ordinary girl. A as-usual/expected reaction for a girl when such thing happens. All i think i need is time.

Pek gong bless me. Bless me to have no one else like that in my life. No such things happening in my life anymore. Bless me......